Friday, March 21, 2014

Nostalgic To A Fault

I've been reading some of my old diaries and I've found myself reminiscing about events from high school and college; old romances, old friendships, etc. I thought Man, it would be great if I didn't delete my Myspace account . I would've love to be able to look back at all those old pictures read the messages. Then I remembered why I deleted it in the first place, it was my sophomore year in college(2008) and my summer fling was posting pictures of his "new" girlfriend, I got upset and decided it was best to delete it plus I used Facebook more anyway. This helped me realized one of my many flaws. I'm always quick to cut someone off without letting the situation really marinade in my mind. I can be very impulsive. Once I feel that I've been wronged my first reaction is to get rid of all communication with this person. Then I end up regretting how the situation was handled and that there was more closure. Now, I'm learning how to deal with the past and not let nostalgia keep me full of regrets. Time is moving and I don't want to play catch up. x